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hye all…i love that i have time to update my blog =D …how’s everyone so far?…enjoying holiday i hope…dont forget to count down the result day = 9JULY. …hopefully everyone pass with flying colours yea =)

as usual, nothing much i have done this few days…

On Thursday, i had a really high fever…haha…rested for 2 days from being a maid =P

On Saturday, back being maid of honour =P…Zarul texted me on the night…told me that he wont be able to see me this holiday…too busy…and i, as usual…keep saying negative stuffs abt it…but i’m touched this time because he has the courtesy to text me n let me know…which i find it rare…i called him that nite…i talked n he listened
…haha…asked him one killer question…"do u miss me?"…he hesitated at 1st n then answered, "yup coz it’s been a while since i see u"…hahah…"show off" answer…its been 6 month since our last meeting…of coz i miss him…miss being around him…the love i have for him right now is pure love as friend…well, the old love is still there but i dont see why i need to dig it out again…he’s in the best condition with Nadia…i have no right to damage anything…unless…

The same nite, Wani texted me as well…to my suprise, she still remember me…haha…she asked me to hangout with her…huhu…i will i guess…for all the nasty stuff i did to her…she deserves to be treated well…=)

On Sunday, my basketball team had a game in the morning…we lost this time…due to pure laziness and lack of morality…haha…well, it really pissed me off…seriously…but most of my teamate are in the personal problem state….haha….good luck with that =P

I shall have my Usjian reunion this Monday…wish to meet all that i wanna meet…becoz this might be the last big reunion coz most of them will further their studies overseas…will update later on that

till the next entry…

hillie 1203

hey all…its been too long since my last blog…how is everyone?…hope u all fine tho…i know i am…with slightly changed of emotional =P

Well…for the starter of my long abandon blog…juz wanna wish all the foundation student best of luck for the final…do ur best =)

hmmm…i juz realized that i havent conclude my last semester stories…nothing much actually…besides i’m too damn busy wit dozens of assignments…EFDP Project Report and Presentation, EDSF Research Report, small assignements as well…too busy until Syabil said that i was not hunting guys like i used too…haha…nice compliment anyway =)

Dramas…haih…this freaking semester, i had my own drama…haha…sum1 stole my precious person…suprisingly, i didnt freak like i used to…haha…Syabil told me not to expect someting too much…Darling said put no expectation to other people…deep advices…but it does bring the ‘zen’ to me…which i kind of like it….acceptance is important so u dont expect too much from the people surrounds u =)

On the other hand, i still in the mood of head over heels on this particular guy…he already said no coz i’m not his type of gurl…i juz be true to myself…he is damn gorgeous…i need him to really understand that…i dont juz utter the word to get his attention…he is gorgeous…in my eye…i want him to know that…that’s all.

Current status…worry = EXAM Result…i dont wanna repeat ES again…Please God!…i rather do anything for not repeating that subject…seriously…next to worry is myself…my emotional condition…getting worst…huhu…i juz hope that i dont crack up.

Anyway, our holiday has juz begun…i try to have fun as much as possible…hehe…i dont think my primary school reunion can be held this holiday…i have other obligation need to be done…i’m going to postpone it to the next holiday =)

Last friday, i went to my uncle house in Bentong, Pahang…my cousin’s wedding. Arrived home on Saturday afternoon…Sunday morning, went KBU (Kolej Bandar Utama) for my brother’s college registration…that freaking college located near to One Utama….damn…he gonna enjoy his life over there so much.

Met Fairous on Monday…she came into my house n i was sleeping on my bed…haha..downloaded couple of songs for her…chit-chat…she had 4 free tickets to watch Wanted at GSC Midvalley…as usual, the quatret were me, Fairous, Zarul n Qayum…speaking of the devil, Qayum recently broke up with her snobbish gf, Lynda. I was so freaking happy when i heard about it…haha…i guess he is on his way to get back to fairous…back to the story, Qayum n Zarul gave excuses of not going to watch the movie…as predicted.

Wednesday…i took the responsibility of paying house bills…haha…i have fun actually doing it coz i can walk to so many places…hehe…met Halim in the evening…chit-chat…hehe…tired bu fun =D

that’s all for now…will update later.

hillie 1203