LoV3 !S 4 L!F3

hye all…how u guys doing?…mesti ade yg dah siap packing rite?…x sabar nak balik Miri…but i guess i’m da only 1 wit dat feeling…org lain prefer to stay at their house…i cant wait to go back Miri n face the future stress…hahaha…=P

well, i didnt know wat to write actually. Again, for wat number of times, i’m having a really despondent feeling. I HATE DAT FEELING…but it keeps on coming during the unwanted time. I really dont know how to deal wit it…da only thing i know, i need to make myself busy…when i’m busy, i nvr think abt stupid stuff…da MAIN reason why i wanna go back to Miri ASAP.

1 thing for sure, my boys are leaving me 1 by 1. I guess this IS the time…i hv to face the fact that NO ONE makes me happy…no one like my family…1st, my sayang pegi Perth…2nd, my baby is no longer my baby…he’s with sum1 else…wat realy makes me upset, he didnt even tell me abt it…he even change his number witout my acknowledgement…my wish come true akhirnye…he vanish…juz like dat…no longer wit me…no longer my friend…i really hope he dont even remember me at all…like i was never exist in his life b4…I REALLY WISH FOR DAT…

talking abt job, next monday is MY LAST DAY OF WORK!. yeay!…i love working over there…the people is so friendly…eventhough adela yg kerek sikit…as usual…sume tmpt ade kan…i guess, i miss the people dat lighting up my days =)

i juz cut my hair…hehehe…=D

still waiting for my last payment to go shopping…=D

I WANNA BE FEMINIST. RULE MY WORLD WITHOUT GUYS.

hillie 1203

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