wat would u feel if sum1 dat u love so much…said dat u never try to love dat person?…wat would u feel when u try so much to get dat person attention but dat person said u never try to win dat person’s heart?…wat would u feel when u do everything in ur power to make sure dat person proud of ur achievement but end up saying sumthing dat really hurt u?…wat would u do…
Hye all…how’s life everyone?..i know u guys dying wanna go back to Miri rite?..coz dah terlalu boring…wit nothing to do…if ade bf pun, dorg dah balik uni masing2…hehehe…me too…x sabar2 nak balik Miri…well, we juz gonna swallow up all our undesirable holiday =P
so, it’s been a long time since i updated my blog…actually i hv nothing to talk abt…today, juz gonna write sumthing on how i killed my boring day 
well…i dated Hakim last 3 weeks n a guy named Zul last sunday…everything went well enough 4 me…wit Hakim, i watched National Tresure 2…nice movie tho…except too superfiction…x tercapai akal ape yg dorg buat tu…like does President of United States keep a secret book?…doesnt make any sense…but…overall, it was a fun movie to watch…wit Zul, juz chatted 4 da whole day…org baru kan…kena la kenal lbh sikit…=P
besides going out, my day is totally dedicated on my work…nothing else…but last week keje boring…coz my cayunk keje malam…havent seen him 4 1 week really killing me la…xde org nak mengade2…hahahha…at least, i’m going to see him tomorrow…cant wait at all…=)
today, genap 1 month Zarul x conctact me at all…i guess he’s moving on 4 gud dis time…hopefully die dijaga dgn baik by his new gf…if there is one…aku btl2 penat kali ni…i dont wanna do anything lg…biar jela…hope he’s doing good
well, most of my nite, i hangout wit my dudes…dorg blanje mkn, minum…nice eh…last sunday, hangout wit Alem n sum1 new…member Zarul jgk…Alem tu mulut die blh thn sbnrnye…missing him alot…he asked me a favor to buy a gift 4 his gf’s burfday…belikan teddy bear yellow in colour…comel sgt…
exactly frm today…ade 1 month b4 i going back to Miri…hopefully otak still functionable la…jgn jam sudah…next sem sbjt will be more disaster frm last…cant wait to meet u again, STRESS! =P
till next time…
XOXO…
hillie 1203
hye all…i hv time to blogging!…i’m lovin it…well, i dont think it’s too late to wish a Happy New Year to everyone rite?…Happy New Year…may u all have a new year ahead =)
well2…lets review my 2007 shall we?…let see wat hv i remembered abt 2007…
2007…i lost 5 kg wktu mid sem break…still dpt smbg Curtin Scholar for my 1st year degree…jd babysitter…lost 5 of my cats in 1 week…lost my ‘beloved’ grandma…ups n downs in studies…get to know mi novio, cayunk n sweetheart…spend a lot of time wit sayang in 1st sem n darling in 2nd sem…unpredictable relation wit baby…still holding my position kat dlm CIS (Sport, Arts & Culture)…took my fav subject as elective (20th Century World History)…be friends wit Wani, supposed to be enemy…
my life is wonderful during 2007…biasela..ade yg best, ade yg x.. but all of it was a journey dat teach me da meaning of life…i tresure every single moment of my life last year…totally love it…
2008 juz started…i dont have any new resolution this year….juz da same resolution every year n repeated…1st, wanna study hard n try my best to achieve excellent result…2nd, wanna be a better person…3rd, wanna make my family happy n proud of me…4th, wanna loose weight…standart thing huh…wanna plus 1 more this time…hope dat my love life is getting better…pening suda wit my love life skrg…hahahhaha…but i’m happy wit it =)
i juz cant wait on wat happen to me in 2008…hope all gud thing is there for me…wish all da bad things go away…with dat, i welcome myself n u guys to 2008…may God bless us throughout this year ahead
hillie 1203
XOXO
hye everyone!…miss u guys alot…to whoever read my blog…god!..i dont hv time to write a blog rite now…busy like US President…hahaha…bkn pe…balik keje dah penat…jrg online pun skrg ni…this blog is dedicated to my mom’s family…enjoy it…if u want to read it =)
last week, my work place dpt cuti 4 5 days…so, my mom decided to balik her hometown…supposed balik wktu raya haji lg coz i hv cousin yg kawin dat time…but, my ‘dearie’ grandma br je meninggal…x elok jgk juz runaway kan…so, we took my holiday time balik as a whole family la….
started on saturday evening, aftr my work abis…my bro called my mom, ckp my cousin yg keje kat putrajaya dtg umah…so, die kene memasak…dah boleh kawin dah die…hahahha…she didnt know our plan nak balik kmpg…my mom ajak but die cuti lama raya haji ari tu…so, x elok la kalo amik cuti kan…my uncle yg duduk kat Raub dtg umah amik my family coz we start our ‘tour De Pahang’ frm his house…lgpn, he works in KL n balik umah only on weekends…so, my mom…using her veto power as da only little sister in her siblings…suruh abg die amik…hahahha..now i know where i got my controlling behaviour frm…hehehehe….so, my Ayah Chu bwk kete smpi umah die around 1.30 am…Mak Chu dah siap bwk tilam 4 us to sleep…masuk umah je, i n my bro juz lay down n sleep…
next day, all dah bgn except me…my mom, dad n bro g beli sarapan cikit…Mak Chu masak nasi lemak…sedap…n u guys wanna see 1st thing i saw dat morning…dis da pic…
haahhaha…klakar x? tu la yg aku nmpk pg2 bute…itik…nothing weird abt da itik la…pas abis mkn at Ayah Chu’s house, sume org siap balik my late grandparents’ house…umah tu dah lame xde org duduk…x la scary sgt but dah semak jela…dis da pic…
i used to love dis house so much…bnyk kenangan kat umah ni…my mom siblings balik n lepak cni every time my family balik raya…still remember how my late grandfather smiled bile die tgk his grandchildren ramai2 kat dlm umah die n havoc da whole house…we went to my late grandparents’ grave aftr dat…my 1st time to dat particular grave…i saw my late grandma’s grave, i cried coz i nvr knew her b4…myb best kot kalo dpt kenal die…sure jd cucu kesygan…i’m a bit emo when i duduk kat my late granpa’s grave…tetibe je nangis non stop…i guess i miss him alot lately…especially last sem…even die dah meninggal like 8 years…
frm da grave, we went to Mak Chik’s house…Mak Chik’s husband is my mom’s bro…she used to live in da house shown b4 but skrg die dah pindah dah…tggl wit her stepmom n my cousin yg live near there…kitorg smpi je, we went to kolam ikan near da house…tgk my cousin’s husband tgkp ikan utk jual kat pasar tani on da next day….
malam tu…my dad plak memancing…he so crazy abt fishing…da hobby yg he share wit zarul’s dad actually…waited until 12 am 4 da fish tp xde pun…hahhahha…can tell by da face yg my dad was a bit upset…dgn kecekalan hati die, he got up early next day n memancing by his own…hahhaha…so addicted…
aftr memancing, we went to my Ayah Busu’s n Ayah De’s houses…both umah ni kena n wajib pegi…hahhaha…dkt umah Ayah Busu mkn daging bakar…his son do it 4 us…kat umah Ayah De…mkn nasi…nice….mlm tu, pegi umah Ayah Ngah plak…umah ni wajib tido…Ayah Ngah now is da big brother of da family aftr i lost my Ayah Long 10 years ago…i cant sleep at his house becoz of my stupid cousin Anuar…scared me ckp ade hantu…xleh tdo lgsg…plus Mak Ngah pny jam dinding yg ade bunyi every 1 hour tu…scary abis…pkl 5 pg…Mak Ngah dtg n she saw me x tdo lg n menggigil sejuk..she selimutkan me…hahhaha…nice feelings…bgn on 7.30 am…teruskan our journey…to last house…Ayah Andak’s house at Kuantan…
At Ayah Andak’s house, kitorg mkn keropok lekor…igtkan nak pegi pantai coz umah tu dkt dgn pantai tp hujan plak ptg tu…next morning, balik KL bus pkl 11.30 am…
dat’s da end of Tour De Pahang…
i love every single moment of it =)
