LoV3 !S 4 L!F3

hye guys…miss blogging!…n miss each n every single person dat read my blog…hahhahahha…as if sum1 reading it….hehehhee..how’s holiday so far?…been gud?..boring?…mine plus minus everything…some gud, some bad…some sad as well…here’s da follow up….

been busy wit work lately…simple work yet boring n tiring…look at da same piece of shit more than 1000 times in a day….da most pieces i saw was 14000 over 4 9 hours of working time…god!…my head goes dizzy everyday…but, when i think abt da money n the easy work….u will forgot ur worst enemy…hahahha…dat’s all abt work…

last saturday, i lost my one n only grandma i have for my entire life…wat i feel u asked?…none…same feeling when i lost my grandpa 2 years ago…it’s not like i dont love them but i hate da way they treat my mom…dat’s all…i know they hated my mom so much 4 stupid reason if u ask me….nah!…let’s get it over…they already passed away…whatever i say doesnt make much different pun…a bit sad on my side becoz i dont hang around n chat wit my late grandma…which i usually do everytime i went back home…i’m juz not in da mood dis time i guess…i got to bath her 4 da last time…do every nessecery things dat a grandchild should do 4 da last time…may she rest in peace wit org yg beriman…

well, another gone wit be frm zarul dat said ‘i dont love u anymore as a gf’…i dont know wat to say anymore…aftr trying hard to make him comeback to me…i guess he is not mine aftr all….mek lelah tek…last thing he said, ‘u know my principe’…dat’s explain all abt my relation wit him…talk abt cruelity…i need him to abandon me…coz i cant leave him…if he leaves me…i guess i cant do anything…i dont have a choice…i tried to be his friend but sumtymes my pride n love takes control of me coz i still own him …i became angry n jelousy when i know dat he gets close to other gurls besides me…i had tolerant dat wit wani…i dont think i be able to go through it anymore…i dont wanna loose him as a friend…but if it’s da only way to make sure he happy n me as well, i will do it…god!…why makes my love life so difficult?…

average story…my result…i’m happy 4 everything except my mechanics…stupid…i got 60 for dat subject…80 for my math, 81 for material n 88 for EFPC…well enough 4 a bridge dat doesnt meet the requirement…hahhahaha..overall, my pointer 3.425….sad…my target is 3.7…huhuhuhuh…need to really work hard next sem…i think i’ve been saying dat 4 thousands times…still…effort is important….

well, talk abt being bitchy…i do say dat i’m a bitch rite now….hahhahah…wanna know why?…i flirt wit a guy dat already hv gf…wow!…dat’s da 1st i guess…i called him ‘cayunk’…not dat he replace nas’s place…da main reason why da spelling is different…nasri is my ’sayang’…always was n always be…his name is fizi…dat’s by far da u guys will know abt him…i dont think i’m insane enough rite now…saying myself a bitch…but wat da fuck…

hmmm…on the other hobby, i juz bought a pair of new vincci…i would say dat i look sexy in dat heels…hahahhaha…no 1 will say dat, so i juz say it myself…n sum new accessories…spend around RM100 of my 1st ever salary…hahhaha…my dad dah bising gile…i need to pay him RM500 each month 4 my flight ticket…’learn to buy ur own stuff using ur own money’, my dad said…mcm la die x kenal anak perempuan die ni…pelik btl bapak aku tu…i wont get 500 bucks to give him each month…rather spend on shopping n topup 4 god sake….n eating of coz…still…it’s a need…so under my dad’s budget la…hahhahaha…

okie folks…that’s all 4 now…

will update next time…

c u guys n gurls in Curtin next sem…

hillie 1203

XOXO

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