MY SaYaNG….
Thursday, June 21st, 2007i see that i havent updated abt myself 4 quit a period….free as a bird i am today, i juz wanna share sumthing to those who reading my blog….
Rite now, i’m not sure how my feelings towards 1 thing….my sayang is flying to Perth next sem….i know i should be happy and yet i feel so down becoz i know he will not be my neighbor for next sem. 4 da 1st time in my life, i have a really hard feeling of letting go a friend. My feeling rite now is same as the feeling i have when i know i’m going to loose Zarul forever. The feeling is indescribable…i know to sum people, what i feel rite now is stupid….I love my sayang so much….more than juz a feeling of friends…he knows that…last 3 days, i was at his room until 5 am….one of these day, i cried infront of him…what a shame…but that’s wat i feel on that particular time….i know he will forget about me later…but i wont….he always has a special place in my heart….he was there when i need him the most….he n my darling, of coz….but i prefer to be with my sayang rather than with my darling….nah….i hope everything turn out juz fine for him….he wanted this so badly….after all, i was nothing for him….juz a stupid neighbour who like to be with anyone and interrupt everyone’s life….he shall be fine without me…he loves it when i’m not around, i guess….no one disturb him when he’s sleeping….no one gonna yell at him like i do….i gonna miss our time together, sayang….love u alot…<3
