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hye all…another few weeks left before we have to dive back into the madness of all time…cant wait to get back =)

well…not much to update actually….besides eating, resting my body and brain to the max, lazying like a pig at my comfy home and listening to my dearie queen mom nagging about me being a lazy ass gurl, i am totally in the finest state of human being =P

i went out with Fairous again on Friday last week…accompany her to the bank…her ATM card has been blocked because she forgot her pin number…silly girl…she asked me to go Sunway Pyramid with her for shopping but i am totally zero in money…she went with her sister later on…we met Halim at PAS…the morning breakfast was on him =D

Saturday…i should went to Asha and Kenx’s wedding but i had emergency at my hometown….if i go, i should go with Salaam, Aju and Tc…the plan was 2 car convoi…lead by Mau…well, the plan worked…just without me in it….i really missed a hell of time…Salaam ‘mms’ed me the pic of the newly wed…they look nice in the cream suits…wish a really happily ever after for them…cant wait for the details from Asha later =P

At nite of Saturday, i have a small family gathering at my cousin’s restaurant…it was nice since its been a long time i had a family gathering…watching all my nephews and nieces grow up…love all of them =)

Sunday….the best day of all…i thought i was going to rest my ass the whole day…turn out that morning, Iskandar texted me, asking whether i wanna follow him to survey our reunion place…i said yes…a really fine day to going out with…hehe…we went to balance his tyre first at Ara Damansara…then we headed to the place…it cant be said over here because it is our biggest secret to all the people of SK HICOM, class of 2006…just cant wait for the event to take place somewhere in December…then we visited Nasfazreeha at PPUM…she’s not sick…she taking Nursing course over there…not a bit change in her at all…especially when she met Iskandar…still the same old Nas that always had a small mouth fight with the Head Prefect…just live in the moment makes me realise how much i miss my primary school life =)

thats all for know….

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hillie 1203

hye everyone?…how’s the exam result?…great? ok?…mine is ok…just ThanK GOD i dont have to repeat any of my subjects…if not, i can picture myself being eaten by the red, angry, furious dragon a.k.a my dearest mom =P

nothing to update actually but i wanna share my thought about something called love =)

Since love is universal, i shall say my thought is more towards the human love…boding between two people with different aspect of life, yet be able to compliment each other so well…under the spell of love =)

I was clicking through some of my old friends Friendster…looking only at their status…i know i might sound crazy but that’s one of the thing that i usually update with…seeing most of my old friend who used to have gf/bf, now being single and the one that never had gf/bf before, started to have one…these really got me thinking…how can this happen?

To me, falling in love is not difficult…u can go around…flirt a bit or two…if the fate lies upon u, maybe the one u flirt with will eventually be yours…in just a blink of eyes or maybe it takes sometimes to heat off between both of u…but still, there will be some progression right?…unless if both of you are not each other cup of tea, friendship should be the category =)

The feeling of falling in love is indescribable…only the people who feels it know it well…come to think about it, i want to be in love again =P…how doesn’t…the feeling of secure when ur partner with u…u have a person to touch u, to be with u whenever, wherever…to make u feel yummy from head to toe…nice feelings right?

The hardest part of the love is to maintain it…to keep it there each and every day…the same feeling towards each other…to tell u the truth, i really dont know how to make that happen…maintaining the love…because people can change…and they are…each and every single time…some towards the better, some maybe fell into the worst state…but it still changing

My question is…will the love change?…theoretically, if 1 variable changes, the other variable will change as well right? If its changing, how can we control it to be in the way that we want it to be?…i had a friend that said she’s feeling less right now because of her situation with the bf of 3 years…how can that possible?…I also had a friend said that the reason he broke up with his gf is because he doesnt in love with her anymore.

What i can conclude here is feeling is like human…changing. Can feeling be unchangeable if the person who having that feeling changed?

Tell me what u think

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hillie 1203

hye all….another update from me on my holiday…I’m loving it =)

Monday…went out with my USJian chickas and blokes…had lunch at Wendy’s…not really suit my taste bud…listened to Clarence’s lecture on cheesecake and kopitiam coffee…bumped into TC & her friends + Izzat…GOD! he is skinny compared to his picture =D…saw Ain, my primary school friend with her sister, shopping!!!!…watched WANTED…marvellous action but bad storyline…7 out of 10 for my personal rating…had dinner at McD with the birthday celebration cake bought by Khadijah…i had fun on that day…everything is just like the good old days  =)

Tuesday…visited Azizi @ Grizelle Bear at SJMC…suspected Denggi…went there with my brother and Azfar…we really make fun of him…the nurses…the bed…hillarious…after the visiting part, we went dinner at new place called Serambi…nice place tho…got free WIFI…haha =P

Wednesday…hangout with my primary schoolmates…Fairous, Dinash, Zayid, Faiz, Fadhil, Izzat, Iqbal & Iskandar…as usual, the main conversation were why isnt any reunion this holiday and when is the next reunion…that will be my work…they all wanted a really all-out reunion…GOD!…its agreedable to have the reunion on December but the venue is TBA…cant wait for the fun =)

Thursday until Saturday…killed my ‘Batgirl’ life by reading 3 books written by Sidney Sheldon…i just didnt realise that i have so many books that i havent read yet…determine to finish reading all of it this holiday =)

Sunday…basketball match again…and lost again…what can i say…all of them were out of form especially my brother…lack of practice as well…officially, we dont have court anymore…due to some stupid persons who asked the MBSA to touch up our court but ended up leaving the court without the hoops…WTF!…we cant play without the hoops, moron! =X

Monday again…sending my brother to his college…nice college but i would say Curtin are much better…haha =P

Current status…panic = result (-_-)…all the best to everyone tomorrow

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hillie 1203

hye all…i love that i have time to update my blog =D …how’s everyone so far?…enjoying holiday i hope…dont forget to count down the result day = 9JULY. …hopefully everyone pass with flying colours yea =)

as usual, nothing much i have done this few days…

On Thursday, i had a really high fever…haha…rested for 2 days from being a maid =P

On Saturday, back being maid of honour =P…Zarul texted me on the night…told me that he wont be able to see me this holiday…too busy…and i, as usual…keep saying negative stuffs abt it…but i’m touched this time because he has the courtesy to text me n let me know…which i find it rare…i called him that nite…i talked n he listened
…haha…asked him one killer question…"do u miss me?"…he hesitated at 1st n then answered, "yup coz it’s been a while since i see u"…hahah…"show off" answer…its been 6 month since our last meeting…of coz i miss him…miss being around him…the love i have for him right now is pure love as friend…well, the old love is still there but i dont see why i need to dig it out again…he’s in the best condition with Nadia…i have no right to damage anything…unless…

The same nite, Wani texted me as well…to my suprise, she still remember me…haha…she asked me to hangout with her…huhu…i will i guess…for all the nasty stuff i did to her…she deserves to be treated well…=)

On Sunday, my basketball team had a game in the morning…we lost this time…due to pure laziness and lack of morality…haha…well, it really pissed me off…seriously…but most of my teamate are in the personal problem state….haha….good luck with that =P

I shall have my Usjian reunion this Monday…wish to meet all that i wanna meet…becoz this might be the last big reunion coz most of them will further their studies overseas…will update later on that

till the next entry…

hillie 1203

hey all…its been too long since my last blog…how is everyone?…hope u all fine tho…i know i am…with slightly changed of emotional =P

Well…for the starter of my long abandon blog…juz wanna wish all the foundation student best of luck for the final…do ur best =)

hmmm…i juz realized that i havent conclude my last semester stories…nothing much actually…besides i’m too damn busy wit dozens of assignments…EFDP Project Report and Presentation, EDSF Research Report, small assignements as well…too busy until Syabil said that i was not hunting guys like i used too…haha…nice compliment anyway =)

Dramas…haih…this freaking semester, i had my own drama…haha…sum1 stole my precious person…suprisingly, i didnt freak like i used to…haha…Syabil told me not to expect someting too much…Darling said put no expectation to other people…deep advices…but it does bring the ‘zen’ to me…which i kind of like it….acceptance is important so u dont expect too much from the people surrounds u =)

On the other hand, i still in the mood of head over heels on this particular guy…he already said no coz i’m not his type of gurl…i juz be true to myself…he is damn gorgeous…i need him to really understand that…i dont juz utter the word to get his attention…he is gorgeous…in my eye…i want him to know that…that’s all.

Current status…worry = EXAM Result…i dont wanna repeat ES again…Please God!…i rather do anything for not repeating that subject…seriously…next to worry is myself…my emotional condition…getting worst…huhu…i juz hope that i dont crack up.

Anyway, our holiday has juz begun…i try to have fun as much as possible…hehe…i dont think my primary school reunion can be held this holiday…i have other obligation need to be done…i’m going to postpone it to the next holiday =)

Last friday, i went to my uncle house in Bentong, Pahang…my cousin’s wedding. Arrived home on Saturday afternoon…Sunday morning, went KBU (Kolej Bandar Utama) for my brother’s college registration…that freaking college located near to One Utama….damn…he gonna enjoy his life over there so much.

Met Fairous on Monday…she came into my house n i was sleeping on my bed…haha..downloaded couple of songs for her…chit-chat…she had 4 free tickets to watch Wanted at GSC Midvalley…as usual, the quatret were me, Fairous, Zarul n Qayum…speaking of the devil, Qayum recently broke up with her snobbish gf, Lynda. I was so freaking happy when i heard about it…haha…i guess he is on his way to get back to fairous…back to the story, Qayum n Zarul gave excuses of not going to watch the movie…as predicted.

Wednesday…i took the responsibility of paying house bills…haha…i have fun actually doing it coz i can walk to so many places…hehe…met Halim in the evening…chit-chat…hehe…tired bu fun =D

that’s all for now…will update later.

hillie 1203

hye all…it been nearly 1 month since my last update…what’s up?..having fun yet?..we already enter the 2nd part of the 1st semester…to me, i’m having fun with my extensive workload…can’t wait to have more =P

well…i just finished half of my major assignments…starting with EVOLUTION presentation, EFDP Draft Report, PROGRAMMING & ES mid term, ES assignment 1….ups and downs in all of them…especially ES…really a tough unit for me…i need to crack my head…

on working part, Muslimah Nite & E-Fact stuff has just passed…i heard abit of these n that on all the related stuff to this 2 work…as what i can say is i have no comment…seriously…i dont take anyone sides…call me coward if u want to…i dont see why i need to take side on issue i can define as small n miscommunication. Related person just need to be in each other shoe’s to make sure u comment it in the right way.

other issue is intruder…well, this sem, i still have someone that entering my confort zone and make it as it belongs to that person. As i can remembered, someone was doing it last sem…n i rebelled…but this sem, i am not going to rebel…because i bring that person in…into my confort zone…which then, i regret because that person takes away my biggest conforter…someone that i really trust my secrets…from what i can say, that person just gonna get really bad treatment from me…i dont give a fuck…u mess with my confort zone, moron.

till next entry…

hillie 1203

Hye all…how’s everyone doing?…well i hope…i just recover from flu and headache…too many works with too little time…haih..

When i thought half of my workload was done, i’ll be the most happiest person in the world….eventually not…i cant be happy…the EFDP is totally ruin my happinest….i dont say it’s a BURDEN…but i rather see it as a CHALLENGE…a really big challenge…for the 1st time in my working life, i dont even have the solution to resolve it….too much think to consider, plus so little info that available online and offline…huhu…i dont want my work to be disaster…never before in my life, i give up upon my own work…

Besides EFDP, EDSF and ES as well give me a hard time…but i hope to manage through it…i havent do my assignment yet. My mid term is coming up…my lab report havent done yet…wow!..WORKS!

Hereby, i, pronounce myself in the state of currently retarded and mentally ill

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hillie 1203

hye all…it’s been a long time since my last post…i’m so sorry…been too busy lately…i have project to design, assignment to due, 2 mid term to face and so on….huh…i cant even breath…seriously….for the 1st time in my uni life, i really appreciate my break…hahahha =P

basically, i have nothing to talk in specific…besides busy, i still have time to have fun in my favourite way…last thursday nite, house of 22 minus Fariq n Chendoy, plus me, J, and Darling we went out 4 snooker n eat….not exatly our fun nite out…but acceptable la because we have no ideas on what to do…

after snooker around 2.30 am, me, J, Darling, Kadab and Syabil went to the beach…played chor dai ti, 99…card based game…i had a walk with darling…to my shock, he said he knows what i’m thinking about at that particular time…well, the conversation is really private…i dont wanna talk about it…

that’s how my day goes by….i love every single moment of it…

i have a problem to deal right now…biggest in my life yet…hope it turns out the way i want it to be…i just wanna have a clean pass…whatever happen is between me and that person…to tell u the truth, LESSON LEARNDED!

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hillie 1203

hye all…how was everyone weeks?…good i guess…well, from what i have observe, everyone just started to get busy, which is good for some of you but maybe bad for some of us…depends right?  =)

As to everyone that knows me, i just wanna say thanx alot for the happening birthday celebration ever….i will never forget the event =P…also wanna thanx all of you who wish me on my birthday and for all the presents…thank you so much…from the bottom of my heart =)

Today, i am 20 years and 1 day old girl…basically, everyone has wish or wishes on their birthday….my 1st wish are my brother’s SPM result…alhamdulillah…his result was good and hopefully he gets what he wants in the future…most important thing is for him to prepare his future….2nd wish, is i hope that i will get through this semester with joy and happiness besides focus on my studies…3rd wish, my family in really good condition especially my mom and my dad…4th wish, hope that all my friends that i have right now will always and forever remain as my friends…i wont trade them for anything  =)

I had a really suprise present from my friend, which i hope it is not true…but it turns out to be true….that was the best present i had that nite, besides the flour and ‘kunyit’ prank =P

that’s all for now…

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hillie 1203

hye all…i have feeling to update my blog today. Its been a long time i feel…how’s everyone doing?..having fun i hope…i’m having fun as well…with lots of work need to be done…buzy, fizzy, dizzy…hehehhe…i wanna welcome all the foundation student to our beloved Miri…hope everything is good for u guys.

well…2 week of the 14 week school time has already pass but i dont even realise what have i done through the past 2 week. I started to love my units…eventhough too much of things to do.

Currently, i’m in love with LINUX. Mr Terence was abit shocked when i told Asfan about that. He asked me what type of LINUX i used, i told him i use UBUNTU. Hehehehe…please try LINUX u guys…seriously…its fun. But right now, the only problem is the wireless connetion abit weak…i dont mind that…as long i can have the features like MAC….hahahha =P

I guess this sem, my most exciting unit will be EFDP…my groupmate has chosen the irrigation system problem…we need to design it for the people in Cambodia…repeat CAMBODIA…huhu…why why why Cambodia? =(

My first work as the SAC committee in CIS will start this Saturday…we gonna have Welcoming BBQ…hopefully it going to be good this sem…=)

My birthday is coming up…i’m waiting for present guys and gurls

till next entry…

hillie 1203